The last few days I’m actually contemplating going totally dark. I haven’t posted anything on my main blog in ages, my tumblr blog is getting filled with random moaning and so is my twitter account.

It feels like I’m back in the same situation I was in Sweden. Forcing myself to take a job I really don’t want just to make ends meet, but still don’t have enough money; and then almost going totally off the grid just to try to get some time to rest and relax after work.

Last month I put a BMX bike on lay-by, but looking our economic situation I think I will be lucky if I get it within this year.
In other words, again I seem be mistakenly be spending more than I earn.

I was really looking forward coming to Australia with my wife, but since we came here it has been a constant struggle for us. I applied to 70-80 jobs, and of course ended up with yet another call-centre job; my medical condition doesn’t seem too positive and my wife is unable to start working as she has some medical problems limiting her possibilities.

This is also one of the reasons I’ve thought about taking a break for the Internet for a while, or at least blogging. Lately, because of our misfortune, all I’ve been writing about is how unhappy I am with all of this. I’m sure some find it comforting, knowing they might not be the only ones having a hard time, but this isn’t really who I am. It also makes me very uninspired to write good articles.

Hopefully things will turn around. Wish I knew when, because I need that to happen yesterday.

Take care…

Note: This article might contain grammatical errors or what not. At the moment I don’t care.