At the moment I honestly don’t know what to do. I finally got a job, but it’s not what I hoped it to be. It sounded great, but it I’m back doing the same old thing; taking calls for a company that expect me to teach myself.

Some of my friends have called me an autodidact as I easily can teach myself things, that I have an interest for. That is if I’m given the adequate material and time I need to do so. Throwing me out in the deep-end and hoping I’ll eventually get my head above water doesn’t work well with me.

As I’ve mention earlier is that the good thing that has come out of this is that I’m extremely motivated to go back to school now.
I’m hoping to get my school papers very soon so I can finally apply and get a degree and get a real job.

I don’t want to into detail about my new job, but it has a really horrible affect on my IBS. I’m also quite moody lately. At the moment I don’t know if I will get accepted at school, and I’m not sure how easy it will be to find a new job.

This is far from a job for an introvert. Being told that you have to dress a certain way and speak a certain way on the phone. I’m sorry, but I’m not a yes-man.

At the moment I have no clue what I’m going to do. We need money and I still haven’t been able to pay off my BMX. At least with the BMX I would get out more and have fun.
So far life in Australia hasn’t turned out as I expected it to be.
I’m doing the same thing I did in the Netherlands, just for less money and a lot more stress.

Live long and prosper.
To all you kids out there, stay in school!

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